Do I like to watch?

I've been feeling out in the last 6 months on a new unexpected genre of interest: Reality police and immigration authority docudrama. This is mostly via binging for free on YouTube but I've watched plenty on Netflix about real life diabolic serial murderers and cold blooded killers. It is fascinating to see what footage has been collected over the years and how much technology has changed. I've watched entire police confession footage of family killers like Chris Watts who goes from total denial to partial confession in about 2 days of arduous grilling and interrogations from police. We get to hear the actual questions and how Watts changes up his story gradually as more incriminating evidence is revealed through analysis of his phone, which he willing gave to the police to analyze thinking he would get away with the murders of his wife and 2 young daughters. I've watched the Ted Bundy tapes which should have frightened me to insomnia but instead kept me glued to each episode and all it's gory details of how psychotic but charming this man was. Both Bundy and Watts are handsome, fit looking men. Ted Bundy was highly intelligent and had a degree in law which was why he insisted on representing himself in court several times. Right now, serial black girl abuser R Kelly is under fire for trafficking (real human trafficking!) Of his several under 25 yo girlfriends whom he kept virtually captive under his control for years.  What the 3 of these men have in common is that they had devoted female fans who could see no evil in them and wanted to be the savior of these evil fuckers. Recently, R Kelly who is supposedly broke has been bailed out twice and anonymous women have bailed him out each time. It is speculated that his sex abuse ring is complex and sophisticated, enlisting several people under his command and willing to help him traffick his captors around to rooms at hotel rooms around cities he would be on tour in. Marriot and Homewood suites are in trouble because they didn't check the ID of his underage entourage because they were too busy trying to scrutinize independently working escorts off of Backpage because they ordered too many towels for their consensual clients. R. Kelly is being indicted under the White Slavery Act which was designed to protect white girls from being abducted by men of color into prostitution. But as we see, prostitution is actually not the enemy here as mega celebrity abuse of power is, just in the same way that Harvey Weinstein did his deeds for years as well as how Michael Jackson was able to seduce his captors and pay them off to keep quiet, so that when when they accepted the money turn around and blame them for being money hungry. The defendants of Michael Jackson point to the fact that many underage boys who were alone with him were not abused, very visible and vocal defendants like Mcaully Culkin and Corey Haim. But Jackson, like Ted Bundy selected his victims carefully and kept certain people who fit the target description of those that were killed or abused safe and shiny for the audience. Ted Bundy loved to be on camera in blatant denial to the very end  of his life about the multiple murders of young women, some whom he bludgeoned with a brick, chewed their bodies and had sex with while they were no longer alive. Because I've watched so much of this kind of official footage in recent high profile criminal proceedings, I have grown accustomed to what I know is somehow available to the public. With the Chris Watts murders, we were able to see all the confession footage, several text messages and loads of videos that his dead wife Shannon Watts shot on FB to promote her MLM products. YouTubers have uploaded FB live videos and love letters written to Chris Watts in jail after his conviction. One of Ted Bundy's early girlfriends had an early reserved seats on his no kill list and for that she loved him dearly no matter what he did. When he was on trial for murdering an entire sorority house of women she was in the front row with a smile and puppy love eyes. They eventually married and started a family through conjugal visits in prison. So when the recent Robert Kraft, Patriots owner is arrested and supposedly caught up in an Asian trafficking ring in Florida and the police have the gruesome details and footage and I don't see any of it anywhere online I know it's conflated consensual sex work not trafficking. The massage facility had deplorable conditions? Show me the footage. I LIKE TO WATCH.