Tuesday, June 26, 2012

Please Fuck My Husband

So I've been having the TIME OF MY SEX LIFE lately.  It's all kind of picked up since my birthday and not stopped!  Last nite I met a great couple on Adultfriendfinder.  I've been on AFF for many years and have had a good handful of memorable times through random and spontaneous encounters cruising the internet during slow escort travel trips.  The wife was sort of my twin, 5'1 and Japanese and extremely sexual.  This couple had been together since high school and had 3 kids together and had just starting having threesomes in the last couple years.  She loved watching him fuck other women.  This wasn't the first time that this has happened to me (in the last month) so I had to write about it.  There was another threesome that I got into that was similar to this one while I was hanging out at Sea Mountain trying to repeat my 5 some from before during my birthday trip to Palm Springs.  It almost seemed as if I would leave the swinger hotel without any sexual adventure.  The pool was full of nice people no doubt, but no one that I would really really LOVE fucking.  Naturally, If I am not being paid for my time, I am far more selective.

In the same way as there is the man who loves to watch his wife get fucked by other men, there is also the wife/girlfriend who likes to watch proudly as her man fucks the shit out of other women.  It's all consensual voyeurism, consensual sharing and super wet hot fun for all involved.  The most AMAZING part of this whole thing is that their men HAVE been worth bragging about and I am so glad that they were so nice to share themselves with me!  Last nite was probably the best I'd been fucked in a good while since my personal trainer/boxer man.  This man took judo!  He had the most rock solid thigh I'd ever lay my hands on.  His ability to fuck two women with the same attention and endurance was impressive to say the least.  I'd never seen anyone with that much ability that wasn't just an actor on a porn video I was watching.  Holy mother of God.  Sex like that makes you feel closer to God.  Why? Because when your receiving that kind of talent you just know that a man like that could shoot a load in your pussy and make you a beautiful baby in one try!  I sort of think that that is the primal definition of masculinity, not beating someone up.   It is what that kind of talent was CREATED for I believe, to populate the earth with more of the fittest.  It's hard for me to relinquish my feminism and worship men, but there are a few that rise above the rest.  Maybe there are a lot more than a few and that is what makes it fun!  Usually I am far from jealous of people's long term relationships but I could definitely understand why this woman would stay on this dick for as long as she was, why she had 3 kids by him and why she would allow and even get excited by his ability to please any woman he fucked.  She lay on top of me with her ass and pussy in his face and he fucked both of us one after the other just like a pro.  And I watch a lot of pros.  MMF threesome porn is one of the categories you'll find me clicking up while I masturbate.  He was into fucking other women and so was she.  I asked her at dinner if she fucked other guys.  "No," she said.  "I don't know, I'm scared or something." But I understood why after getting drilled by the relentless cock of her fine ass Latino (yes my favorite) man.  She would probably feel disappointed in other men no doubt.  But every person has different gifts and of course you don't want everyone to give you the same gift!  My bed hadn't made that much noise in years.  No one has fucked me on it like that!  I have had some hot sex in my bed of course before, but I think some of the screws may have fell out last nite.  I had an amazing orgasm on his cock while his girl masturbated.  I don't always cum on a guy's cock, especially not on the first try.  If a guy can't make me cum with his dick I can always be finger banged to climax just as good and hard.  This is always a great standby and assures that almost anyone can make me cum as long as they have 2 good fingers and can follow my instructions.  This last Friday, some Russian guy had me draped over his lap while he sat on the arm of his couch plunging his fingers deftly into my g spot until I squirted in two back to back orgasms all over my legs and his floor.  He was holding me down and instructing me to jack him off but I was too frozen in my own orgasms to multi task.  My screams could be heard echoing in the hallway of the sleepy Hollywood apartment because my head was hanging close to the floor, screaming and moaning heard clear through the crack at the bottom of his door where my mouth was.  It was the first time someone had done that twice in a row to my pussy!  I pulled myself together, cleaned up quickly and left his place abruptly after all of that ecstasy because my car was parked illegally in Denny's parking lot, the abruptness was sort of a fantasy for me to be so cold, distant yet submissive.  It sort of goes along this theme of switching seamlessly from dominant to submissive depending on the harnessing of pleasure.  There are endless possibilities with sex and that's the best part!

The sex with this last nite couple was even intimate, which I appreciated very much.  (My queen bed is kind of small for 3 people though).  I sometimes struggle to get people to lay in afterglow intimacy with me and those that I do get it from I treasure.  For me sex is about having sex with the WHOLE person, not just a HOLE.  Even if things are purely NSA or physical it doesn't matter.  Maybe you've heard me rave about one of my favorite clients who embraces me and makes me feel like I am on the cover of Harlequin romance novel.  I am into chakra balancing and energy connection, and this can still happen in the hour believe me, I do it all the time.  It doesn't take too much time to balance and renew after orgasm, not rush out or jump up out of bed right after.   There is one guy that I've had a physical thing with for almost a year who refuses intimacy if he can help it.  I make him cuddle me in afterglow for at least 5 minutes now before I will even get up and shower/get ready to leave.  I don't want intimacy with everyone in the same way.  I believe that my body rubs create intimacy, trust, positive energy and light exchange and that makes us BOTH feel whole after we are done because I have spent some slow, calculated time breathing and moving along all your chakra points so that we are completely connected.  When I'm not working, we often skip these steps so thats why I need to cuddle afterwards so I can feel re balanced and not used and thrown away.  This is how I like to fuck as a woman in my 30s, aware of my body and soul needs..conscious and healthy sexuality.

At Sea Mountain, the cute husband that I had approached in the pool earlier rescued me from hiding in the snack room chatting up the staff (who aren't allowed to have sex with the guests).  He knew that I was hiding and he flirtatiously grabbed my hand and took me to the suite that he and his wife had been staying at.  They had candles lit and were ready for me.  I remember kissing his wife and telling her how good his cock was.  The wives like to hear this.
"I'm about to cum." he said looking in her eyes while fucking me hard like I like it.
"Shoot a load in her baby.."she said while watching us kiss
"O God it's so fucking good." I moaned grabbing her face and pushing my tongue into her mouth.  Her husband's ejaculation was so intense that I felt each spurt fill the reservoir tip of the condom we were using.  Yes, I can actually feel it happen when its that good.  Latex can do nothing to stop these large explosions of energy radiating beyond any physical barriers.   I  actually kind of did exactly what I don't like as explained above because I had to catch my favorite DJ at a club in Palm Springs before 2am so I jumped up and left them to go party!

Later that nite, a drunken gorgeous Bolivian woman was throwing herself at me, afterparty at the DJ's hotel suite at the Ace Hotel.  Somehow I had this girl with her panties down in the hallway of the Ace, my fingers and tongue all up in her right in the hallway going at it until her friends walked up and embarassed her and we stopped.  "I have a boyfriend." she said as we were heading back to my hotel room after that teaser.  "Good to know." I said not discouraged for one second.

I became obsessed with another guy's dick this week and I texted him back that I wanted him again.  He didn't respond until saturday at 3am.  I promptly went over to submissively worship the cock that had given me so much pleasure.  But for some reason, this time it wasn't as good.  it had lost its magic!  I wonder why that happens.  Oh well, he will have to go back to client status if he wants me again.  He also refused to give any intimacy.  This is what I need from you if you are my lover and you don't want to pay my rates.  I'm an emotional creature and I get to have hot sex all the time, you have to give me MORE not less than I normally get.  Love me or Pay me!  I feel like I am at the APEX of my sexuality this year.  It just keeps getting better and better.  I was not able to enjoy my sex life in this way even 3 years ago.  I have experienced more and more and become more open with myself through these experiences and through my work and loving my work.  I consciously mediate on great clients that honor me, respect me, treasure me and keep me safe and it seems to be working.  I got a free tattoo out of it afterall!  It is times like this that I really feel like a goddess glowing.