Wednesday, October 10, 2018

All in a weeks work

Making nose blowing recordings (extra snotty, like the way a girl's snot is collected when she first wakes up) into my phone to be sent to someone who has been my devoted fan for more than 6 years.

Talking about why a submissive has the inclination to eat shit and other fluids, not as a form of humiliation but as a form of honoring...I've been offered money before to do toilet slave work, but the thought of it just grosses me out too much.  He tells me there is no smell because he eats every drop of it, but still its disgusting to me.  Like eating intestines, except the insides of them...

Unfriending 2 people immediately after friending them on Facebook, deciphering one of their Japanese to be entirely from Google Translate is quite easy to do now that I've spent some time studying native Japanese.  Another person wanted to spend time messaging me and asking me to help "her" pick out a new slave based on some pictures that she wanted to send...as if other dommes have the time and energy to do that.  Seemed like a total fake person to me.  I unfriended and blocked him.

"A wealthy guy" with his own private plane like me on okcupid, but I didn't make it to the first date (free meal darn!) because he was being super demanding and copy pasting the same response which was not only delayed but contained non native English even though he said that he was from America.  If anything, not only because I'm an English teacher, but also American I can tell right away if BOTH your English or your Japanese is not native.  I told him to call me before meeting at the train station and he got snappy about it.  It cost me money and time to wait at a train station in Tokyo and I'm not too keen on spending either to be stood up on my own yen that I don't have.

Drinking too many bottles of red wine.

Someone wanted  me to do some race play with them on niteflirt.  It's not really something that I even offer but he was keen to let me experiment.  "You need to tell me that your race is superior." he said,"that I have a small dick because I"m Indian."  You want me to make fun of you because youre Indian?  When I'm also Asian?" I said,"Have you seen my picture? Is it possible to get off on this stuff?  I don't even know how people can even get into half the things that they are into, but there are apparently a ton of non Black guys using Black men as a racism shield for their own inadequacies.  He never called for a show coincidentally. 

I currently do niteflirt as Jenna and Kaya the goddess.  These are totally different brands.  Jenna is actually a very old persona that I have turned back on for business to increase my revenue.  I kept a lot of my descriptions the same even.    It is hard to be on a totally different time zone in Japan, when most of the callers in the U.S are asleep, but there are still callers from other countries that I can catch.  Some of them don't seem to need a whole lot and others need the world for $3.99.  I'm not sticking toys and masturbating for less than $100.  sorry.  Too much effort.  I mean, do you want a genuine sex show, or some stupid acting job?  I'd rather have fun while working...

Saw the MOST DISTURBING JAPANESE PORN the other day.  Japanese school girls with sullen faces in a gang bang classroom scene.  Straight emotionless faces even while they squirted.  They looked like zombies.  Every time I see a Japanese porn that is so bad and hard to watch from a women's pleasure and autonomy perspective, I see another one that is even worse.  I've bookmarked all the Japanese porn stars that actually seem pro active and pro pleasure.  It's a rarity believe me but I am keeping an eye out because I believe it exists.