Sunday, June 10, 2018

ASMR and other dirty fetishes

I’ve been on my blogs for a while it seems, and I’ve got some followers that I don’t even know are still following me, subscribers that get notice of when I write that are from years, some almost a decade ago!  I just made $60 sending some photos and mp3s of me (no joke) blowing my nose loudly and dirtying
up my feet by watering my plants on my porch. I used to laugh at these requests years and years
ago, so it was actually pretty fun to do them again recently.  Some people never change their fetishes.
I know for sure my kinks have evolved greatly over time, and I don’t think that the same things turn
me on as I’ve naturally grown and changed. I am one of the many many people in the world who
have ASMR (Autonomous sensory meridian response) and get turned on by strange sounds
like paper crunching and the way someone speaks or whispers a foreign language or runs
their fingers along a certain surface.  If you want to see what this fetish community is into you
can go to the porn tube of ASMR which is youtube. Just type ASMR into youtube and
you can see the large variety of things that turn ASM Responders on.  It’s actually not
super strong in me and I don’t seek it out obsessively, but when the trance effect does
happen it’s nothing short of delicious. And, it's not even sexual in a genital way by any
means, It is different than Tantric energy and different than physical sex.  Sounds literate
stimulate someone’s brain to go into a relaxing trance. Pages turning and African accents
have done it for me in the past, but again, it doesn’t affect the partners that I seek out.


I remember when I was a teenager telling one of my friends my fantasy was to have shirtless
men in just jeans stand around me with books turning pages while I laid in the middle of
them with my eyes closed.  This friend made me a cassette tape of pages turning, which I
still have. I stuck it on a painting he made for me. He passed away at the age of 26 so I
still keep his momentos in every current apartment I’ve ever had.  A friend of mine in more
recent years and I did have an idea of doing some kind of an ASMR outcall service,
which would be wonderfully safe and fun to do. These people on youtube are making
all these videos for free, I have to wonder if they offer outcalls or what they do with their
channels.  While it took me less than ten minutes to make both the dirty feet and nose
blowing clips and send emails with them attached, all the hundreds of videos on youtube
feature people doing ASMR erotica for hours in front of their cameras without real
compensation. I’m listening to ASMR Newspaper Page Turning (No Talking) Intoxicating
Sounds Sleep Help Relaxation while I type this blog entry, and while I am not sitting there
drooling in front of the screen, I have noted that I also haven’t clicked it off for something
else for over 48 minutes.  I’m still able to multi task and write this blog so its not putting me
into the trance state that I really remember liking, but yet, I haven’t turned it off either. Kyle
Minogue would have been off in 20 seconds max but page turning...  I remember sitting in
the library as a kid pretending to read a book when this trance would come on because I
was enjoying listening to other people read their books and newspapers! It doesn’t even
culminate like physical or energetic sex in any sort of climax or orgasm.  You just decide
to snap out of it and go on with your day. No tissues to clean, no visits to the Catholic priest

to forgive your sins. ASMR is the most asexual masturbation there is!