man banging his body against my ass when he is pounding his cock into me.
You can tune into any redtube porn movie and hear it in almost any Girl-boy scene.
I am conditioned by American porn so its a sound that turns me on naturally.
It’s also a sound that I have NOT HEARD IN SO FUCKING LONG
living in Japan. Oh, wait, it’s not porn tube, it’s actually the sound coming
from my own futon!
Wow. Someone’s banging me like that. 嬉しい。You see,
I haven’t had a decent cock pounding
in I swear, it seems like years. All the lovers that I have had in Japan were
either too small
(not all Japanese), had terrible aim, erection issues or various other things that my
understanding Tantra goddess self never really made a big deal about, until...
SLAP. SLAP. SLAP! O. my. God. Fuck. Me. That. feels. Amazing.
Not simply because the penetration alone feels great, but it’s just something about
having your body feel FILLED UP. COMPLETELY. I think it has to do, obviously with the
size of the cock combined with the force of motion and injection of energy that the feminine
is receiving at such a rapid pace. (Sorry to breakdown what seems like the obvious)
I think the dick also has to be thick enough to actually create this feeling of fullness
but more to do with the inertia and the energy that you are receiving from his hips thrusting
into you. Intercourse that works well is something
that many people take for granted. Life isn’t porn and so many of us masturbate to someone
else’s common work day reality but have never ever achieved this. I used to hear the
slap slap slap sound much more before I came to Japan. It's not racial it seems, it could be
regional or it could be my luck. If I think about it, it has to be AT LEAST one year, (okay 10 months)
since the last time I visited the U.S, which would be one year ago. And I know who it would have
been with (Edwin) so that brings me to exactly one year prior.
This is what makes me a power bottom. I like to just lay their and receive the masculine energy,
and they like to give it. That’s the essence of the masculine and feminine union. There are
many ways to bond. This is one of them that I like. I don’t like to be on top unless they do the
work thrusting up into me from the bottom. I’m lazy. I could never sustain giving it to someone
like I like to get it. The way I want it takes far too much energy. This what the male body is
made FOR! I’ve had some alright sex and I’ve definitely had orgasms in Japan.
But, the kind of sex i was having that night has actually been extremely hard to find, and
coupled with the amount of tragic experiences that I’ve had of dudes missing
the hole completely and stabbing me elsewhere with their penis and/or being total jerks is,
I suppose what makes this experience of someone who has sooo much sexual energy so
much more enjoyable.
Just Like when Eddie Murphy in his Delirious stand-up talked about giving a starving man a
Ritz cracker I was in just as much shock as bliss.
The night that turned into this
sex started with a mutual presumption that it would happen eventually.
I invited him to sleep at my house before we went on our second date because,
If anything having someone sleep in my bed with me sex aside is just as much a
pleasurable rarity. In fact, one of my last one night stands was honestly for the
connection and what we call in Japanese “skinship” than for the sex being anything
memorable. For a few hours after we went on an awesome date
to this art exhibition he was helping me with some tech and computer stuff. It felt like he
had been my boyfriend for months and we were coming home together as we usually did from
seeing cool Tokyo art and eating dinner, like we normally did or something.
I've gotten used to living without good sex and the kind of connections I desire. It's been a
trade-off
to learn and discover a new sex language which has been mostly not so good to me
but has not gone without some exciting and new peaks. It's very difficult as a foreign woman
to get what you want the way you might have been used to where you are from. You just
have to get used to the fact that you aren't in Kansas anymore Dorothy and open up to continue
to learn how they do it in the new place you moved to
Japan is a very sex modest country, pixelized genitals and barely any midriffs can ever be
seen even from young people in the summer in Japan. This is what makes the sex
culture full of repressed kinkiness that frequently delves into disturbing realms.
If you are somewhere in the middle of desiring to have a live octopus be part of your sexual
escapades and getting asked out for a drink by a man on the street, Japan can be a difficult place.
Nevertheless, I've been committed in my exploration of this world, if for nothing but to write
about afterwards. This guy was white American, a long term foreign resident who was
polysexual and really into group sex. (like my ex). It was 3am when we finally went up the
ladder to my loft to sleep and I was really content to just pass out, because as I said,
sexual history in Japan has made me kind of whatever about whether I make the effort or
not over sleep. But it didn't end up in as an all night cuddle party.
He asked if he could, I said Sure go ahead and after a little foreplay we were soon
making slap slap slapping noises until the sun rose to my great surprise! I remember when
the sound started, it was like seeing an old friend whom I hadn't seen in awhile.
That feeling of being reminded of what your original desires were before you repressed
them was what made the sex so good. It made me realize that I could get what I wanted
and needed in Japan after all! This is a person who I met on okcupid without a clear face photo!
That almost never goes well. I asked for his photo by email and he ended up having pretty hot
photos that I was actually excited about, and well the rest is history.
trade-off
to learn and discover a new sex language which has been mostly not so good to me
but has not gone without some exciting and new peaks. It's very difficult as a foreign woman
to get what you want the way you might have been used to where you are from. You just
have to get used to the fact that you aren't in Kansas anymore Dorothy and open up to continue
to learn how they do it in the new place you moved to
Japan is a very sex modest country, pixelized genitals and barely any midriffs can ever be
seen even from young people in the summer in Japan. This is what makes the sex
culture full of repressed kinkiness that frequently delves into disturbing realms.
If you are somewhere in the middle of desiring to have a live octopus be part of your sexual
escapades and getting asked out for a drink by a man on the street, Japan can be a difficult place.
Nevertheless, I've been committed in my exploration of this world, if for nothing but to write
about afterwards. This guy was white American, a long term foreign resident who was
polysexual and really into group sex. (like my ex). It was 3am when we finally went up the
ladder to my loft to sleep and I was really content to just pass out, because as I said,
sexual history in Japan has made me kind of whatever about whether I make the effort or
not over sleep. But it didn't end up in as an all night cuddle party.
He asked if he could, I said Sure go ahead and after a little foreplay we were soon
making slap slap slapping noises until the sun rose to my great surprise! I remember when
the sound started, it was like seeing an old friend whom I hadn't seen in awhile.
That feeling of being reminded of what your original desires were before you repressed
them was what made the sex so good. It made me realize that I could get what I wanted
and needed in Japan after all! This is a person who I met on okcupid without a clear face photo!
That almost never goes well. I asked for his photo by email and he ended up having pretty hot
photos that I was actually excited about, and well the rest is history.
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