Kanamara Matsuri was a lot funner for me this year. I made sure I went earlier than the rest of the crowds and I saw the giant penis portable shrines that I missed last year. Last year I came really late, in the thick of the tourist crowds. I ended up getting wretchedly ill and my contact lens even ripped that day so I had to call a taxi home because I couldn’t see well enough to even take a train home and I was feeling nauseous. I was kind of a hot mess. This year I came with a new lover in my arm and a new sakura yukata that I bought for $8.50 (850 yen) at a used clothing shop on the Friday before. I was excited to wear it out, so I fixed it a totally non traditional sexy way and wore high heels with it with my bare legs showing all the way into a black triangle shaped by the other side of the robe. I could feel the eyes of Japan on me and I didn’t care. I gobbled one of my last edibles and was feeling invincible. I wished my lover was more supportive of my sexiness but it didn’t seem to impress him all that much. I thought I looked super hot, but I sent him a photo and he didn’t really show much excitement. I like for the men that date and fuck me to think I am the hottest thing in the world or at least one of the hottest things in the world. This turns me on to see that they are turned on by me. I like to even hear it in my ear. “You look so fucking hot.” I think, however he was more concerned that I was stoned more than anything which, in drug prohibition Japan anything that they don’t understand seems very edgy and crazy, including marijuana, even though I am a veteran and a pro and I know how to handle my fun. He did fuck me really well that night however so the end result was all good. Cannabis makes for great screaming orgasms, if you didn't know.
We can’t get everything we want from a person, I know this much. His dick is small but I have good orgasms and he licks me nicely. This is really important because I’ve had some terrible terrible sex in Japan that I might even still be traumatized from, like getting my pussy vacuum sucked on by an unskilled and nerdy dude that I didn’t want to have anything to do with but did (it was consensual but gross, good thing I've done so much sex work with these kinds of guys so I can recover quickly). The meaning of the Kanamara Festival is fertility and protection from STDS. This used to be a temple used by ancient prostitutes of the time. And current processions are supportive of trans women carrying the portable phallus shrine down the street in a public and open procession. It brings out other trans women and interesting folks from the Tokyo area. It's actually a very ancient tradition in Japanese culture so you can show your pictures to older people and they can't scoff at it. There were a mass of people but I still had fun and got my photos in. I met with a new group of half Japanese folks that I hadn’t hung out with before and met some new people. It was such a great turn around to the dreary months that had preceded this spring outing. I found a 1000 yen ($10) on the ground and promptly gave it to my man to buy me some drinks. And he did! I like it also when men go to the bar and come back with drinks even its my money. Men in Japan don't buy drinks for women in bars, they buy drinks if they know you but buying a drink is not a way to pick up. Stumbling over on the street while drunk is however. My man wasn’t afraid to be publicly affectionate with me which Japanese people usually do not do more than hold hands in public, even if they are coupled and saying goodbye at a train station kissing on the lips is not something most Japanese feel comfortable doing in public. Cuddling in a park might as well be like fucking. My lover speaks Japanese and teaches me as we interact in our relationship. It is my mission to learn this language so I demand that we speak Japanese most of the time, even if it is hard to understand me. He does it because he knows it is super important to me and he is being in service, which is what I look for in a guy. These are the things that make the goddess feel happy.
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