I've just finished an insatiable week of sexual adventure. It started off with some blueberry cocaine and 2 Latino guys. I have a weakness for 2 guys simultaneously, a fantasy that was driven into my brain by watching too much porn. My favorite fantasy is that of being spitroasted by 2 nice and strong men. These guys were young, not super attractive, decent enough. They'd do for what was required. Sometimes, in sexual adventures you just gotta take it for the WHOLE experience and not worry about the small details. I don't get spitroasted every day! I haven't had coked out sex in a while. It has a specific GOOD TIRED aspect to it that I miss. You know, the kind of tired where you have to literally stop choking on a cock and catch your fucking breath, it's that good kind of tired. Hold on heart needs to catch up with breath. and then you continue....mmmmm One of the guys was kind of cute, but most importantly he TALKED to me like a dominant machismo that I knew he was. I like getting verbally mind fucked at the same time of course, being the porno conditioned slut that I am. I learned it from the daddies on there!
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CUM IN MY MOUTH?..in a condom, YES!YES! baby YES!
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So the very next day, I decide subliminally that I am going to be a drunken bar slut in downtown LA. I have 2 white Russians and it leads my drunk ass to back to the apartment of 2 new and
different Latin guys before last call. 1 of them was an asshole. He ended up taking off his condom and shooting a load in my face to "teach me a lesson" I suppose, as opposed to thanking me for giving him the gift of such a good blow job. Ha.
Some men (not you of course) can be so lame. I felt like I was riding a positive wave after my first 2 guys that I would continue to ride that wave with the next 2 that I stumbled into. NOT. Too bad too. A SLUT says yes. A slut is EASY. Easy should be rewarded, not punished. It shouldn't be this hard to be easy guys! I thought if I could remember where this dude's apartment was I would throw a shit pie in his face when he answered the door! Non Consensual money shots are asshole maneuvers, please make a NOTE to self in case you didn't know, I'm here to tell you it is NOT COOL. This is what all those SLUT WALK marches are about, in case you were wondering. When experiences like this happen it just seems like you can never win. If you give it up, ignorant men will call you a "dumb hoe", if you don't then these same ignorant men will call you a "dumb bitch!" I know it does NOT have to be that way at all! I am all for dignified SLUT and dignified WHORE experiences at all times! I get to pee on heads and empty old menstrual blood all over the head of my submissives but I assure you they knew exactly what was happening before, during and after the act of fluid sharing occurred. Consensual. Lovely.
Well, I AM a seasoned professional and so I dealt with the situation with grace and quickness, not losing pace and quickly making my way to his bathroom to clean my pretty face. "How was the view?" asked the 24 year old cousin asked me because we apparently went to the fire escape to fuck. "I don't know", I could have answered,"I am waasted and your dumb cousin shot a load in my eye." Younger cousin was extremely CUTE. I was excited to fuck him. I thought nothing of forgetting about the incident between me and the other tool and his disrespect of me. We had delicious raunchy drunk girl on a small kitchen couch corner sex. I busted my jiz all over his hard young cock. "Someone busted a load all over me." he laughed. I don't remember much about the evening, but I do remember cute cousin saying that there. I fantasize about it when I have masturbated since. I tried to hug the first dick, but he shrunk back from hugging me like I was dirty. What an asshole. He has SO MUCH to learn about how to treat sluts and whores. We are goddesses! I LOVE fucking all the guys in the room. It turns me on. I am the queen, no single guy's nut could phase the actual power that I have when I reign queen on all dicks there! (((Maniacal Laugh)))
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So the NEXT DAY after my second threesome in a row, I decide that a DIGNIFIED SLUT experience was not only POSSIBLE. It was necessary! I KNEW that I didn't have to be treated that way and that I didn't deserve it, and what better way to take away the sting of bullshit than "replacement therapy" (replacing negative experiences with positive ones!) So I drive to Palm Springs, my favorite naked hot springs desert get away. First off there is a place called Living Waters Spa that I go to to get my battery recharged in that non sexual sort of nudist way that I ALSO cherish. I do yoga by the pool there while the sun sets over the San Bernadino Desert Mountains and it is the most glorious feeling. They kick out the day use spa folks at 5pm anyway. I'm planning to fuel up with a nice dinner and then get ready to find some hotties to fuck at
Sea mountain the local Desert Hot Springs swinger hotel. I had been there before, SIX years ago. (I didn't know it had been 6 years) The first time I visited, a hot couple from some other country devoured me. The woman was in her 50s but she was so youthful. Orgasms keep you young. Keep em cumming. The first people I see is a young couple 24 and 29 in robes eating Dominoes pizza (bleah). They are friendly. Swinger banter is the funniest shit ever because now that "ulterior motive friendly" kind of banter that is usually limited to MEN at bars is now being chatted in our ear by a man AND a woman. Ulterior motive friendly banter which is really just sizing you up as fuckable or not. And how soon. I was pretty straight forward. I had done this enough times to know that once I commited to being in the space the rest would be history. I still don't feel in my element in play spaces, I prefer being pounced on. I like to be the pleasure coy slut submissive. I pretend that I don't know anything. Like Little Red Ridinghood. LOL. When the girlfriend was getting fucked by her boyfriend she looked so sexy. She had never been with a girl before me and you would NEVER be able to tell by how skillfully she was eating my pussy.
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The HIGHLIGHT of my trip was when her and her man SHARED my pussy while the resort staff woman asked if I wanted another margarita! LOL I felt like "Mo Champagne Mr.For-tay?" (obscure 90s rap reference) Then an Indian guy and his blonde bombshell nymphomaniac swinger wife jumped in the tub with us and after a very small bit of ulterior motive convo we were all fucking and sharing each other. It was mostly girl sharing but I did get the girl's boyfriend to cum in my pussy with a condom. I liked fucking him too. I do remember it. Just like I remember how good it was to be fucked by the 24 year old on the kitchen couch in Koreatown the other night. Me and the blonde made this 24 yo cum together. I had my fingers in her pussy and blondie licked her clit. She was leaning back for support on her boyfriend. He played with her tits and I flicked my tongue over them while I finger banged her. To NOT CUM during all of that stimulation would be pretty impossible I'd think! I used my favorite way to start a threesome line, which introduces the blowjob trick I learned from Cassandra Cruz. "My porn star friend taught me how to share a COCK like they do in porn! Wanna try it??" Whew. Heavenly moments at Sea Mountain. The two nude resorts are totally different from each other but they fulfill me in different ways. I don't know WHY THE FUCK I waited 6 years to go to Sea Mountain. I cannot wait to return.
So I am ecstatic to give mad love to my new friend from Third Street Tattoo in Hermosa Beach named Jeff. Jeff's line work is amazing, My arm barely hurt after, his work healed beautifully AND he came through on his end FIRST when bartering with me. And that really was great, because I am a woman of my word for sure. This is what it looks like when a deal like this goes through smoothly. The girl is overjoyed and feels completely grateful to YOU which ends up working in your favor. I have had TWO clients who were also tattoo artists promise to pay for my services with a tattoo that I've been wanting to do for at least a good year now. It is such a shame when people don't keep their promises. Luckily, I practice being a better person on a regular basis so I don't spend time cursing people out by text message when they don't come through with what they had said they would do. I take a deep breath and move on. There will be an amazing tattoo artist who will do this tatt that I need to do. I manifested that I wanted it to happen before my birthday. The first tattoo artist flaked right before my birthday and Jeff, the one who actually ended up doing it called magically one week before my birthday like a miracle! So I didn't have to even lose sleep about not getting the tattoo I wanted. I was extremely grateful to Jeff, so go to his shop and get a tattoo done by him! He rules! It means a lot to me that my clients are awesome, nice guys that reciprocate the good energy that I give doing this work. This way, I can keep the positive cycle of great work and good times going. It's hard when people ruin things for everyone else isn't it? Guys like Jeff restore my faith. There are a lot of guys that are amazing, generous and truly want to help or provide if they can. For some people it isn't even a question and for others, its an opportunity to practice your bad karma and lying skills. O well. On this trip's agenda will be a visit to my favorite swinger spa Sea Mountain Inn. There is also a poolside house music DJ that usually plays in LA spinning at the Ace Hotel here on Saturday. I love the Gemini season because I've usually done some reflecting on getting one year older and usually feeling pride and love for all the days I've had already. I wanted to be in Hawaii for my birthday, but Palm Springs is also great. I would be happy whereever. Things are good. I have a new tattoo and I am in the best physical and mental shape of my life! Celebration!
