I decided to go to the Brazil Day festival in Tokyo. I had ulterior motives. I wanted to mix amongst some Latino fire so I could hook up. :) I did hook up with someone. But his friend pulled a switcheroo move on me, HE came up to me and chatted me up and then, he ditched me to hang out with his less attractive friend and never came back. This is actually the 2nd time this has happened to me in Japan! The other time the cute guy pulled in his really really awkward nerdy yuck friend into our threesome. It is totally something that hot girls would do, not guys. I'm just the sucker now a days I guess. I look his friend up and down and decide to give him a try. I wasn't up to anything else for the night anyway. We stopped on a bridge and he got me pretty riled up licking my neck and ears so I decided it was going to be worth a shot. I tried to not think about the much better sex I could have had with the one that I originally wanted and how lame that move was. It wasn't exactly what I wanted but it would do. I seem to be less picky and easier to convince these days.
I went to a gay boy circuit party for the first time since I moved here. There were 6 rooms of shirtless Japanese guys of all different types, being openly gay as they wanted to be. It was just like my days at Club Universe in San Francisco, but this was all Japanese. There were even a few females there. I met one, she was straight but she was still very cuddly and nice to me. I was so enthralled with these Samurai themed go go boys shaking their hot short clad asses with the butt crack showing in front of me on the stages. I wondered if any of them were bisexual. 1 out of 8 of them HAD to be. :) I was just looking up and admiring for many hours. Japan's sexuality is so repressed and underground that when you do get to a place where its so out in the open it feels like you found your way into a Speakeasy in 1920's America. Like, when did I just wake up and walk into heaven? Or really, for me, its pretty normal to see this kind of thing, but NOT IN JAPAN. People think Japan has perversions beyond the sex and porn from their own countries, they're right. Japanese do a lot despite pixels blocking the genitals in all their porn. Because the showing actual penetration is illegal it makes the sex acts that are legal more perverse, like bukake and other videos without penetration. I love men and women. Really. It's a pretty equal love however, my whole life I have always been more attractive to men, so I've ended up in bed and relationships with more males than females. Until I got to Japan. Japanese men, in general don't seem to be attracted to me. They do not approach or chat with me, unless I talk to them first. I hit on this girl at the gay guy club. I circled around her a couple of times and then I said hi. We hung out for some time and she told me "I used to be a hooker." straight forward as hell for a Japanese person. But, I well know, sex workers are different. "Really?" I said, "Me too!" and she was close to me for a few hours in that club packed with all gay men. I was impressed with her frankness. I spoke English with her so she could practice, and because my brain was all fried from partying that my 2nd language wasn't coming out as smoothly as my first. Boldness is usually part of the DNA of the sex worker somewhere, or extreme closeting and double life leading, in which one of the lives she is an activist and very out. Most Japanese people do the double life closet secret sex life who aren't sex workers. They do this just to have normal vanilla sex because their society tells them it is a distraction from their really purpose in life. To work. Even affairs, marriages and more spring from the workplace and this seems to be totally accepted.
The guy I hooked up with was Japanese looking but really Brazilian in the same way that I am American. A Nikkeijin like me. Japanese not from Japan. Born and raised in a different country really changes your attitude and actually conditions you to be a totally different person. When we made out he made little sounds which turned me on because I longed for the aural stimulation that I hadn't heard in so so many Japanese lovers. So many silent dudes. They don't even exhale when you suck their dicks. I need to you feel me feeling you or else i might as well be licking the wall. It would be just as entertaining. He was doing enough of the right things that I had two great orgasms. It is really really hot in Japan in the summer, and this summer is no different. It can stay 91 degrees even at night. I stay indoors writing this blog because going outside for fifteen minutes to the supermarket can make you exhausted for hours. So, we didn't cuddle after fucking. Usually I"m into that. But I wasn't really attracted to this guy. My mobile phone is having issues and needs repair. He attempted to hang out with me all day to work on this problem, but I was already annoyed with him. "Actually, I'm fine from here alone." I told him to get rid of him. And I did give him my phone number, but I'm just not interested and never was, BUT, I fucked him and he made me come a couple times. In the morning, we had sex again, but it was more for him. His dick game was really really weak. He couldn't get it in! I haven't been fucked with good cock in a really long time it feels like. At least I don't need penis to have good orgasms. All of this giving of pleasure that women do, would make it seem like the girl likes you and wants to hang out again, but sometimes its just a good one night stand for her. or him. It just happened to me on the other side of the coin. I liked him but he didn't want to have anything to do with me again. This time dude wants me. But, I have been detaching quite easily after fucking in Japan. I am looking for a boyfriend...or a girlfriend, but this country continues to be a challenge for me in this department. This weekend was fun. I guess I was playing like a gay man. Casual and quick sex. No Strings. and definitely not again with you. Ha ha. ごめんなさいね！
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